Time we didn't even know we had
Because neither of us knew the other existed
I've resisted temptations to be angry at him for never allowing me to know you
He doesn't deserve that
But he also doesn't deserve our love
Yet here we are
Direct reflections of him
Forced down paths we didn't choose
You've lived a life I wish I was a part of
Before now
Maybe heartaches and stupid decisions could've been easier to swallow
If I could have had you, maybe I wouldn't have hated him when I did
Maybe loneliness could've have never been a burden I'd have to carry
Alone
I often think of what it could've been like
Late night talks and advice
Girly things like
Getting our hair and nails done
And whatever else sisters do when they know each other
I'm ashamed to say that I never knew that feeling
Until now
It would be easier to hate him now...true
But I can honestly say
I have more love for him than I have ever had before
Simply because of you
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